Advent and secret conversations

My daily study and Advent study are still lining up. Worshipping God in secret, and what conversations can I be having right now, only in this season, because of where I am currently at in life…

Worshipping God in secret. Since I transitioned from teaching all my virtual classes and trying to work as many hours as possible at the library, my yoga and meditation time pretty much ended. I stretch after jog/running, and that part I think I am fine with. But I think I have been hurting myself by not making time for stillness and quiet. To be honest, my meditation time ended when I was trying to keep both the virtual classes and the library hours going. And I don’t miss yoga at all because of how crazy it was when wrapping up the virtual studio–and maybe because I am still sad about the studio closing. Every time a photo pops up on my FB feed (and I am hardly on FB, but this was when we were working on it in all our spare moments) I have a range of emotions pop up.

As we near the end of 2021 and I think about what I need to let go of with 2021, well, I can’t let go of that debt, it is mine until it is paid off. My blood pressure is seemingly staying too high. So, back to what conversations with the Lord should I be having right now? And how should those conversations be looking? Maybe me a little less talking about all that is on my mind, and more listening?

What conversations could you be having? Even in the sweet seasons, there are conversations to be had. He is waiting for them.